January 2011
69 posts
December 2010
56 posts
the year isn't the only thing changing, but so are...
2010 taught me 3 things
Family always comes first. The ones who I will love & will always be there for. I would choose them over anyone & everything. I’ve learned that when all those people who said they were there for you truly aren’t & when they leave you, family will always be there.
Its okay to be selfish. Its important that you take care of yourself & do what you need to do in order...
I'm so tired of elevated hopes & failed...
christmas 2010
A day to celebrate jesus’ birthday & spend time with family <3 With my cousins here from Hawaii that itself just makes the best present. The little things are what truly matter, it’s not about all the gifts. None of my gifts made my christmas so special, it was spending time with my family. <3
I'm not a bitch I just have high standards on who...
I'm over it.
cdeeezy:
Waiting for something that most likely isn’t even going to happen. Getting my hopes up for disappointment and regret. Trying to impress people that never mattered in the first place. Making a fool out of myself just to catch your attention for a few seconds. Convincing myself that you’ve changed when you end up going back to your old ways. Caring too much about people that never gave a...
love/hate relationship
We take out our anger on eachother, we bitch & we fight. But no matter how much we literally punch & kick eachother I will always love my sister. & after every fight we get into we just laugh & argue about which one of us won the fight.
I’m at a point where all I want to do is give up & crawl into ball. It seems like when everything is going well for me & I’m content with myself something always has to throw me off track. This year has turned my whole world upside down. I’ve learned that change is for the better & this year has been all about that. But through all the crap that has happened that has...
why do I do this to myself
I come home & sleep & eat. Procrastinate & don’t do my homework but when I finally decide to do my homework it’s so freaking late & I get tired so there’s no motivation to do any of it. Nothing ever gets accomplished.
